Tuesday, June 10, 2014

In a slump

So,
  I'm in kind of a "slump" right now, at least that's what I'm telling my self anyways.  Maybe it's true, maybe it's not, I'm not sure, and frankly at times I don't care.  I was just working on my next class paper that's due at the end of next week in my PLED 325 class.  Again, I have zero motivation for school right not, I honestly don't care right now.  That's not a very Christlike attitude to have, it's something I have to work on.

  That's the thing you know... some, if not most people think that just because I'm a "Christian," that's is supposed to mean that I never make a mistake, or that I am never supposed to have a bad day or something.  WHAT?  Dude, everyday is a battle for me!  I struggle with sin just like everyone else, and yeah... I fail just like the rest.

So,  I have to keep pressing towards the mark, and keep tugging away at this school thing until I'm finished with it.  Only nine more classes after these two are finished.  THANK GOD!

DC 

Friday, June 6, 2014

Grey Days

       So, today is a new day.  I guess that's a good thing.  I took my dog for a walk this morning, we made it all the way around our little compound.  I would say it's just under a mile or so.  That's a long walk for that fatty.  She used to be able to make it about two miles, not anymore!
    
         I am currently working on my next paper for school "Church Expectations Paper."  I guess it's going okay.  Truth be told, I'm sick of school.  I can't wait to be finished!  I really have no motivation to even do the work anymore... yeah, I've been going for that long.  It's either that, or I've just lost any passion that I once had.  Perhaps, it is a combination of both.  Either way, I'm mentally and wiped out.  I'm ready to move on from this, and go on to the next chapter in life.
     
        Hey, what the heck am I talking about?  I have been ready to move on for the past seven or eight years!  In my finite mind, from my narrow lack of perspective I see my life as a waste.  I mean, what the heck have I done?  Nothing, that's what.  Hey, don't mind me, I'm just having one of those moments.  Don't freight, even when the storm clouds are rolling, the sun is always shining somewhere. 



      DC

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

My first new blog....read me!

       This is my first offical post on this blog.  It's been a while since I have done a blog... four years to be exact.  I suppose that's a long time for a blogger, to go without blogging.  I guess I am not a bloggaholic.  I do not even think that's a word, but I am going to use it anyways. 
      
       Well, allot has been taking place in my life for the last few years.  I graduated from one college and went right into another one.  So, I have my degree in Biblical studies (which I am doing absolutely nothing with), and I have nine classes left until I finish with my degree in Religion with a minor in counseling.  HOPEFULLY, I will have a full time job in the near future that actually has something to do with the two degrees I have. 

       Besides going to school, I don't really do that much.  Well, I work but not that much.  I get something like twenty hours a week, but sometimes I don't even get that.  However, I am switching stores this coming week, so I shouldn't have  a problem getting my hours in.